I'm startled and it takes me a few minutes to realize where I am. I'm with Ryan, I slept with Ryan. I yawn carefully. I can't see anything, it's still dark. I couldn't have slept all night.
I try to move, but I'm tightly against Ryan. I don't mind though, I like being tightly against Ryan. I smile, but I keep my eyes closed. I want this to last.
I feel him move against me and I open my eyes slowly, seeing him through the dim light.
I smile softly and run my hands along his back again. It's nice laying like this, not having to worry about anything or anybody. It's just us, and I love it.
I tense up a bit. Is he awake or sleeping? He's brushing his hands along my back again. I lean closer to him and my mouth is on his neck, lips brushing, kissing.
His lips are at my neck again. Damn him, he's good. I lick my lips and moan very softly, my leg moving in between his again.
He is awake! He can't do that in his sleep! His leg is rubbing my crotch, his hand fig into my back.
I push my lips on his neck to muffle my own moans. I don't know if Colin is here, if he is I don't want to wake him.
I move my hips against him as I moan a little louder. I wish I could feel him around me, but it's not what he wants.
Colin most likely isn't in the room, he hardly ever comes back at night, so I don't care how much noise I make.
He pushes hard into me. I start to whimper and spread my legs wider, pulling him on top of me.
"Ryan...," I whisper. "You're awake..."
Silly thing to say really, but I had to let him know I'm awake.
I straddle him and smile softly, my hips still moving against him.
Oh boy, he's now really on top of me. I can see a bit better now, but I can't see his expression. I have a feeling that he's smiling.
I move my hand gently on his thighs, my palms rubbing them carefully, up and down.
I close my eyes and moan, his hands on my thighs. He's driving me crazy, and I"m growing harder by the minute.
I still move my hips against him, a little slower, but a little deeper, grinding against him.
"Mmmmm...," I moan and bite my lower lip.
I can feel his cock pushing to mine, I can feel the hardness through the fabriv when it digs deeper into my crotch.
I squeeze his thigs, rub his abs and his waist. I'm trying to do something to give him pleasure, but I'm not sure how I'm doing.
I'm not sure what he's trying to do, but when he touches my waist, I laugh some, knowing he's hit my ticklish spot. An odd spot really, but it still tickles.
I take a couple of deep breaths and lie down. I don't know what I should do but I lift my legs up.
Ryan is towering me, standing next to the bed, right between my legs. I look up at him and his powerful body. He looks so beautiful in the moonlight.
I position my self right at his entrance, watching his face, and asking silent permission with my eyes.
I had only done this once before, but I knew the most important part was just to relax. I'm not sure if he knows that or not.
I see the caring from Ryan's eyes. I smile and steady myself, I breath and relax myself. I'm anxious to have him inside me, I've been thinking about this, fantasizing about this for so long and now it's really happening.
"I'm ready...," I whisper.
I nod slowly and bite my lip, praying to god that I don't hurt him. I push into him very slowly, making sure he gets used to me before I go any further.
I bite my lower lip and clutch to the sheet. I pant and look at Ryan. I nod and lift my legs even higher.
It hurts, but it feels wonderful too. I close my eyes tightly and breath deeply. I want this, I want Ryan, I don't want to stop.
I want to pound into him mercilessly, to let myself find some kind of release, but I will myself to slow down for him.
I grab hold of his hips and move him against me, thrusting in and out slowly.
When his hands grab me, I relax more. His strong hands seem to have this soothing influence on me. I open my eyes and look up to him. The sight excites me, my legs on his shoulder, his abs tensing between my legs.
He pushes long thrusts deep into me, then he touches something, a spot that makes me gasp and moan. My own cock becomes rock hards that second. I arch up wanting him to touch that place again and again.
As soon as I hear that he's making sounds of pleasure instead of pain, I immediately begin to quicken my pace, but only slightly, not wanting to push him too far too quick.
My eyes roll into the back of my head and I close my eyes, a moan escaping my lips as well, his tightness driving me insane.
"Oh...oh...oh...," I gasp and pant, moan and whimper.
My head starts to shake from side to side. I bite my lower lip and push my palms into the mattress. The slight hurt is still there, but his passionate pushes and pokes on the special spot make me want him more and more.
I can feel how my toes curl and my back arches when I try to push myself against him.
I move a little faster, my nails digging into his sides as I moan louder.
He feels so good, and I can already feel my end nearing. It's close now, and it's just begging me to set it free. I push the nagging down, ignoring it for now as I keep thrusting, wanting to make his first time as special as I possibly can.
"I...I...I'm coming....," I manage to let out in the middle of my moaning and squirming.
I can't believe this. He hasn't even touched my hard cock and yet I'm going to come any second. I move up and down on the mattress, his pushes and pulls make me move with him.
I let out a groan deep in my throat, as I reach in between us to stroke him quickly a few times, my thrusts getting faster and deeper.
The sound of skin slapping skin resonates through the room, the smell of sex not far behind it.
I'm seeing stars now, my eyes are so tightly closed. I can't stop the moaning, the low whimpers. I tremble uncontrollably, my back is arched against him when I come. I can't stop it or hold it, it just comes, all over me and Ryan's hand.
All the sounds and the feelings our bodies make together, all the noises I make and Ryan make, everything is so exciting, it's lust and want.